so much anguish & pain
fighting with reality
your always there
through the cozy nights & empty days
yet you didn't complain
somehow our flesh touched and we would never be the same
i ran too deep
and slipped into the boundaries
of your heart
so fragile angry deceiving
bitter & sweet
a fountain i couldn't stand to taste again
but i know i love you (placed there in my heart)
i know i could care
for the rest of my life
as for the beginning of finding
i'll find the fulfillment where's the promise
as Jesus Christ draws closer & closer
i'll struggle with imagining
i'll laugh & cry
so silent & sure
i love you..
it's not that i have to
but you chased the pain that's been anticipating
North Dakota November 5 1986
Anthony Morningstar
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